Anger is an energy….

Turning the volume up on the phone, the harsh chords of guitars, the pounding drum beats, the screamed vocals almost painfully loud, the bud type earphones vibrating as they try to cope with the load being pushed through them. Each new message received just pushes the anger higher, transforming it to a seething rage, a white hot fury, the urgent passion of the songs holding the worst excesses of the anger at bay but it is only a temporary fix, a short term reprieve and the anger returns, harder, deeper, cutting into the flesh in razor straight lines. The anger is always there, a background static hiss that has come to symbolise continuing life, almost a heartbeat, something felt moment by moment that proves that existence has yet to be extinguished…


About Autistic writing

Im 46, autistic and vocal about it, a specialist autism mentor in higher education, embarking on my MEd in adult autism, autistic advocate and campaigner, writer and co-founder of asP - the autism strategy partnership #differentnotdamaged #askaboutasP

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